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剑心 @ 2006-06-13 16:54





 
剑心 @ 2005-09-30 13:31

十一想去海边 想去吹吹风 想隔着太平洋呼喊 就喊两声


 
剑心 @ 2005-06-16 11:05

情绪悲喜
心境明暗
也应是如常交替

起落间学会思考
哭笑间学懂抉择

小我存道义 大眼看天地


 
剑心 @ 2005-06-13 12:23

无意间看到一句话:
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一直在寻找幸福,以为幸福就在可追逐的未来.于是我双眼保持眺望,双耳仔细聆听,惟恐疏忽略过,直到现在我才明白流过的泪\挽过的手\美好的回忆...那些所谓的曾经,就是幸福...
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那么
幸福藏在哪里?
答曰
在回忆里

一直在想幸福是什么,终于发觉只有在差距下回首过去才能联想到幸福...
其实该珍惜的东西太多,想珍惜的因了时间的桎梏都且珍惜不了,何况那些未在意的许许多多...

一不小心自己也沦为悲观主义者了,忧郁找上了我...


 
剑心 @ 2005-05-31 12:03



























[题后]

没有真空的爱情

当生活演绎着情感的徒劳  当注定了悲剧的怆然而泣

哲人语: 彼非爱情……

相近——细水长流  携手——不离不弃


 
剑心 @ 2005-04-20 11:05

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                        驿
                           ——那个伤惋的故事...

火车站的候车室时常坐着一位打扮整齐的中年妇人,
手里抱着一个老式皮箱, 游目张望,似乎在期待什么。
第一次见到妇人是我高中的时候,
每天夜里从桃园通车到台北补习,深夜十一点回到桃园。
妇人总是准时地坐在候车室的木椅上,等待着。
只是不安的眼神,端整的打扮, 好象在等待着某一位约好的人。
起先我没有特别留意她,可是时间一久,
尤其是没有旅客的时候,妇人就格外显得孤寂。

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有一天,我终于下定决心在候车室等待那妇人离去。
一直到深夜落雨,一直到凌晨一点, 妇人才站起来,走到候车室的黑板前,
用粉笔写着:



那时我才知道,原来候车室长久以来的这则留言是出自那妇人。
后来车站的老人告诉我, 妇人已经在候车室坐了二十几年了。
有人说她疯了;有人说曾看见她打开皮箱, 箱里装的是少女时代的衣服;
大部分人都说,在二十几年前的一个夜晚,
樱和她的水约好在车站会面,要私奔到某个不知名的地方,
可是叫水的那个男人却缺席了。

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有一天,我回家的时候不再看到樱的影子,
问了车站许多人都不知道为什么, 这风雨无阻的妇人,那一天没有来。
第二天清晨,樱残缺的身体被发现在铁道上, 皮箱滚到很远的地方。
旅客留言板上有她的字迹,只改了几字:



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就这样 断了线
就真这样 不再相见

飞出了时间 飞出天边 
飞到另外一个 没有我的天

经过许多年 所有的眷恋
飘浮在时空里 没有终点

人生是一张 泛黄的相片 
而我站在车站静止的画面

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剑心 @ 2005-04-18 09:52

总是
要在凋谢后的清晨
你才会走过

未及发觉 昨夜
就在你窗前
我曾经是
怎样美丽又怎样寂寞的
一朵

爱你 也只有我
才知道
你错过的午夜
曾有 怎样凄楚的尘落


p.s.原文不知道是谁写的,加个标题略作修改就成了自己喜欢得心疼的文字……


 
剑心 @ 2005-03-28 11:23

婚后她一直给他做洋葱吃:洋葱肉丝、洋葱焖鱼、香菇洋葱丝汤、洋葱蛋盒子……因为她第一次去他家,他母亲拉了她的手,和善地告诉她———虽然他从不挑食,但从小最爱吃的是洋葱。

她是图书管理员,有足够的时间去费心思做一款香浓的洋葱配菜,但他却总是淡淡的。母亲为他守寡近20年,他疯狂爱着的女子母亲却不喜欢,他对她的选择与其说爱,不如说是对自己孝心的成全。

她似乎并没有什么察觉,百合一样安静地操持着家,对他母亲也照顾得妥帖周到。婚后第四年,他们有了一个乖巧可爱的女儿。

平滑的日子一日日复印机一样地掠过,再伤人的折磨也钝了。当初流泪流血的心也一日日结了痂,只是那伤痕还在,隐隐的,有时半夜醒来还在那里突突地跳。

那天他去北京开学术会,与初恋情人小玉相遇,死去的情爱电石火花般啪啪苏醒。相拥长城,执手故宫,年少的激情重新点燃了一对不再年轻的苦情人。

小玉保养得圆润优雅,比青涩年少更多丰韵,一双手指玉葱般光滑细嫩。

在香山脚下他给她买了当年她爱吃的烤地瓜。她娇嗔地让他给剥开喂到她的嘴里,因为她的手怕烫。七天很快过完,他回家,记得她娇艳如花的巧笑,记得她喜欢用银匙子喝咖啡,记得她喜欢吃一道他从没吃过的甜点提拉米苏。

母亲已经故去,他不想太苛待自己了,每年他都以开会或者公差的名义去北京。妻子单位组织旅游的时候,他还甚至让小玉来过自己的家。他的手机中也曾经爆满火热滚烫的情话,甚至他们的合影曾经被他忘在脱下的上衣口袋里,呆了一个多星期……可这一切都幸运地没有被发觉。

平地起风云,妻子突然被查出得了卵巢癌,已经是晚期了。住进医院后,女儿上学需要照顾三餐,成堆的衣服需要清洗,家里乱成一团糟。

那次他在家翻找菜谱时,在抽屉里发现了一个带扣的硬壳本子。打开,里面竟然有几根玄红的长发。妻子一向是贴耳短发,自结婚以后。他好奇地看下去,原来这是他和小玉缠绵后留下的,还有那些像片,妻子一直都知道,因为从来没让他的脏衣服过夜。他背着妻子做的一切,妻子都心如明镜,却故作不见。几乎每页纸上都写着这么一句话:
相信他心里是爱着我的。后面是大大的几个叹号。

他心里一片空茫地去医院,握住妻子磨粗的手,问她想吃什么。妻子笑着说,你会做什么菜,去给我买一份鸭血粉汤吧。她每天做好了他爱吃的洋葱,熨好了他第二天穿的衬衣,在家等他,二十多年了,他却从来不知道在南方长大的她爱
吃鸭血粉汤。

妻子走后,他掉魂一样地站在厨房里为自己做一道洋葱肉丝。他遵照她的嘱咐将洋葱放在水里,然后一片片剥开,眼睛还是辣得直流泪。当他准备在案板上切成细丝时眼睛已经睁不开,热泪长流。他从来不知道那样香浓的洋葱汤,做的过程这么艰难苦涩。七千多个日子,妻子就这样忍着辣为自己做一份洋葱丝,只因为他从小就喜欢吃。

而小玉那双保养得珠圆玉润的手,只肯到西餐店拿匙子吃一份提拉米苏。

而当年母亲是怎样洞若观火了妻子能给予他的安宁和幸福。
傍晚时分,一个站在九楼厨房里的男人拿着一瓣洋葱流泪发呆,他终于知道真正的爱情就像洋葱:

一片片剥下去,总会有一片能让你泪流满面……

有许多的事情我们曾经过,再好的结局都是我们无法预料的,把生活想的过于完美,只能让自己更痛苦。曾经的美好最好留在心间,细心的你发现身边的他/她默默守候在身边已经很久,很久。

一辆车在高速公路上行驶看见很美的风景,但是不能停留,因为这不是目的地,生活也是如此,在通往爱情的道路上,坎坷、诱惑太多太多,一不小心,摔的粉身碎骨,有爱人的,准时下班,感情是靠时间来维系,巩固的。目前无爱人的,请接受我的祝福,相信人在不同的轨迹运行,总有一天向左走的你,和向右走的他/她会走出个圆圈,那就是圆满的婚姻。

愿天下的有情人终成眷属。相互信任,相互谦让,相互包容,这样爱情的新鲜度会保持的更久一点,然后由亲情得到延续。无美,只能让自己更痛苦。曾经的美好最好留在心间,细心的你发现身边的他/她默默守候在身边已经很久,很久。请不要错过,珍惜现在,珍惜眼前人。

p.s.以上转载~~~


 
水清 @ 2005-03-20 07:44

I really enjoy rainy days because of its special meaning .When I was a little girl, my parents told me that I was born on a rainy day. Up to now, I can still remember such kind of scene. When it began to rain, I loved to be going out, to be caught in the rain, and would never go home until all my clothes were wet. At that time, my grandma would run after and shouting at me: “come back quickly, or you will not be allowed to have dinner!” Although she said like that, I’d pretend to be a deaf person and laugher her secretly. Because those things still will never happen, let alone pay a sever penalty. I was so lucky that I could just do what I want, and never care about any thing around me, especially other people’s feelings. Fortunately, a little thing has changed my mind.
Half a year ago, before I came to New Zealand. I spent a holiday by traveling to somewhere. At that time, where and when were not very important to me. However, a thing which happened on the last day of that holiday left me a deep impression .I promise that I will never forget that day, because it made me stat to think about my life and what sort of things should I look for?
Here is the story. When I left the railway station, suddenly I had a strong premonition that it would rain soon. In fact only within fine minutes, the cooler of everything became dark, even the ground and sky. I could not tell green from blue. The only thing I could see clearly is the crowed that were coming and going. When I walked to an exit, there was a large number of people guening up for getting outside, because the exit is narrowness, probably being waiter for long time, people began to push and squeezed with others, and scene seemed to have a bit get out of control. A little boy’s voice unexpectedly broken such kind of situation: “if people stand in a line and go out one by one, it will be easier for us to solve the waiting problem.” After hearing hose words, people began to calm down, and did the same what as the little boy bad said. To my surprise the order soon returned to normal. People had umbrellas would make more rooms for those ones who had not. Although it was still raining, the waiting problem was solved by the little boy. Look at his appearance, may be he was no more than 7 years old. Thanks to his parents, who have provided him a better education since he was a child. He didn’t just think about himself, he’s so clever that he can work out the problem in a appropriate way while others would rather choose considering more about themselves. Sometimes even though lots of have more knowledge, they can not solve a problem in a correct way. Especially those kinds of problems, which are related to profits between his workmates and himself.
It is a small story .Everyday happens everywhere. While from that I learned: it is not enough for people to think about themselves. Especially when you get in troubles, you need to think more about other people’s feeling. It will definitely help you a lot. Do remember one of the important factors in is let others feel happy. Try to give more holes to people avoid fighting against others and get rid of selfish.





 
紫..鱼 @ 2005-03-18 12:27

我忽然希望有个人能陪在身边。
我希望那个人是个陌生人。这样才不会触碰到我内心深处。
于是。我选择了网络。
只有面对着冰冷的屏幕。才能让我不再像刺猬那样防备着任何人。
隐藏在字符后面的我。终于不必再费尽心思地掩饰自己。
网络是虚拟的吗。我觉得是真实的。
至少不用象在现实那样带着面具。
我慢慢地不断的走过来。经历自己的悲伤和绝望。阴暗的日子没有。
经历一切灯红酒绿的日子。还经历了我一个人的日子。
用力地笑笑。我还在努力的快乐之中。请大家也要快乐。

很多时候.我不知道自己能说些什么了.所以沉默.沉默.
可沉默的时候心会隐隐的痛.痛得我无法喊痛.
我想说我很好.真的很好.可是泪就开始停不住地往下掉.
我不好.我不好.我真的过得不好.一切都是伪装.都只是自欺欺人.
如何继续..谁都在说离开..只是不曾告别..
我厌倦了这些软弱无力的字....我也开始离开..可终舍不得..
我不说话.我隐身.我在看通宵的电影..俗得烂掉的爱情剧..
我在那里可以看到自己的伤口..看到另一些人的伤口..
我可以在别的人故事里..流自己的泪..

PS:这个是转的,本人非常喜欢!
呵..然后我知道我要坚强..我要做明媚的女子..不要再让谁为我忧心..
只是我们要骗到什么时候..要到什么时候我们才变得真的坚强..
我们每一个人都是如此无能为力..我们这样感伤着.....
我们这样伤痛着.....
可是我知道我们都是善良的孩子.所以我们都会幸福..
我们不会就这样过一辈子的..
对不对..我们一起努力好不好..
我们一起努力..


 
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